Hot tea and my moody piano playlist that I took from an influencer. Unoriginally original. I have a nice life. I do. But for some reason these last few weeks I feel like the rug keeps getting pulled out from beneath me. Like a ticking time bomb, which step will be wrong? Will I nap…
November
“If I can make everyone happy, nothing bad will happen ever again”- Anonymous Codependent November is feeling very strange. It feels like a huge downhill slide that I’m pumping the breaks on. I’m at the top of the mountain trying to avoid a crash. The bottom filled with brown slush, the kind only made from…
An Audience of No One
Do I have a secret hunch about how I will die? The NYT poses the 36 questions that lead to knowing someone. So far this is my favorite. I mean, I don’t. But I suspect it will happen at the most inconvenient time. I’ll be driving along the highway with jimmy johns in my hand….
All Hallow’s Eve
In the month of All Hallow’s Eve I feel as though I’m being reminded of death and life in a never ending sliding door. Clients are talking about their lost loved ones, or the ones that are here because of a guardian angel. Skeletons are hung decoratively in yards under sunny marigold trees. Ancestry, family…
Waiting to See
I heard this phrase spoken to me this week. That I tend to, “wait and see,” instead of initiating things. Is there anything truer? I’m in my new apartment now. I’ve missed my old place a few times, just a handful. I’ve had the keys four weeks now, and I’m so comfortable here. I feel…
Hello world!
Today I am writing my first post on this blog. I purchased the space a long time ago, and just have not been able to get myself to sit down and write. Even though its one of my favorite outlets. What’s helping right now is that my dog Poppy is sitting curled up at my…